Moment of Transperancy

Been meaning to write this post for a while. Woke up early this morning and finally decided to put my thoughts down.

My last blog post talked about Church Fit and it has been a kick-starter for me. Since the beginning of February I have lost 33 pounds!!! Woo Hoo!!! The more I lose the more it inspires me to workout and eat better. I have my moments where I say screw this it is soooooooooo much easier being fat, but in the long run I know that the weight must come off.

One thing I do struggle with is what the end product will be.....what weight will be my end goal? What will I look like? What if I plateau and become complacent? Will I become to skinny and obsessed with my weight loss? I don't know if I will be able to answer any of these questions, but we shall see where this journey takes me.

Well, this is all I able to put into words for now. Hopefully will be posting here more often :-)

Yeah.....am I slouch

Still alive, weight is where I fail so hence.....not posting on this blog much.

This morning I woke up early and caught a glimpse of the Dr. Oz show and saw the woman who chronicled her 100 day workout journey. I thought that was a great idea. So I thought about how I can use this to motivate me.

My last do to visit was not great. Health was good.....weight not so much. Eating better workout sucks so how can I change this? Well here are some options I thought about :-/

1. Force myself to write in this blog daily like I do my random thoughts? I truly make myself write there rather I feel good or bad

2. The video diary? Not me, but then I think seeing myself on the journey might help?

3. Maybe a picture diary? Daily picture of me? Just not my face (face pics have been a staple since I have gained so much weight) a chronicle of how I look and if there is change

4. Take my mom up on her offer seriously....she has offered to pay off one of my student loans if I have visible weight loss by Christmas......money is great motivator

5. Accountability partner? This hasn't worked in the past just of my schedule and just my issue with people in general

Well....that's all I got for now :-/ we shall see....

Hopefully there will be more post on here often!